I was struggling mostly with grief. I had been extremely close to my mother and even though her death was over ten years before I saw Ryan, I was stuck. My life held no lightness. I was stuck in the black hole of my sorrow.
For approximately ten to twelve years, I carried this weight. I had attended counselling for a year after my mother's death, which helped a little at the time, but the deep grief remained. I was just existing.
I already knew Ryan from a long time ago. I had previously attended a few of his workshops and meditation classes, so I knew the strength and power of his work. It seemed a natural choice to seek help and healing from him.
I was positive that I would feel better after seeing Ryan. I didn't know how different I would feel, but I had faith that this was right for me.
The Session
After my session, I felt realigned - like all the turmoil I was feeling inside had somehow been rejigged into some sort of order. It felt as if all my emotions had been smoothed and calmly reset.
I remember when my session came to an end and Ryan and I were both crying. He helped release the deep emotions that were making me feel so ill. He felt my pain and made it so much more bearable and easier to accept.
I have a lot of friends, including spiritual friends and sensitives, but none of them could make me feel as safe and supported as I did during my session with Ryan. He made me feel understood on the deepest level of my core.
The Transformation
My life and outlook took an upward, lighter turn. I was able to accept what had happened and move forward with the knowledge that my life could be restored to a happier and more settled life again. I was able to make plans for my future without the grief pulling me back.
Emotionally I feel like I have been somewhat renewed. The reset I needed to concentrate on my life, my aspirations and my needs - which before my session I could not even consider, as I felt nothing mattered.
I can continue my life now, knowing that my mental health is so much better and more settled. I can see a way forward where before it was almost impossible. The sadness has lifted from me. The old me has returned - maybe a new version of my old character. I have come back to my life with renewed hopes and visions where there had been none.
Tracey's Message to You
As someone who tried so many other ways to find the healing I desperately needed - go for it. You have nothing to lose but everything to gain. Go into your experience with an open mind and accept the process. If you don't try, you will never know how the peace and calmness you need can help you start sorting out your pain.
The setting and atmosphere I experienced within the energy created by Ryan is priceless. He is a strong empathic soul who touches you deeply with his energy and abilities. Combined with his guides and helpers, they are simply the best you will ever experience.
- Tracey